Scriptures: Exodus 19:2-8a; Psalm 100; Romans 5:1-8; Matthew 9:35-10:8 (9-23)
Reflection by Rev. Hannah Moderow, St. Mary’s Episcopal Church, Anchorage, AK
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THANKSGIVING AT THE TABLE: A VACATION SERMON
It is such a joy to be here among you today. This is my fourth year coming to Sitka with my kids for the Sitka Fine Arts camp, and I love wandering into your sanctuary each year… finding home in this place… and out in the forest and beaches and sea beyond.
I almost didn’t reach out about presiding today because I thought: no, Hannah, you’re on vacation. Don’t sign up to work.
But that’s the thing about coming to the table on Sunday mornings. It’s a calling—for all of us—not a job, and I felt a strong pull to be here… I also have felt connected and supported by your parish over the years. Your former rector, Julie, was on the Standing Committee that approved my ordination earlier this year, and I love how our churches across the state of Alaska lift up one another, no matter the geographical distances between us.
We are one Body. That is one of the great mysteries of our faith.
We are all one body.
It’s the mystery that we reenact at our tables, across time, space, and even the generations.
We are one Body.
Last Sunday in the lectionary, we heard an intense miracle passage from Matthew’s gospel: the story of the girl restored to life and the story of the woman healed after twelve years suffering from hemorrhages.
Two stories of women who experienced Jesus’ transformational healing.
I preached last Sunday at St. Mary’s, my home church, on the passage, highlighting just how tricky it can be to interpret Jesus’ miracle stories to our world today…
Our world where we don’t typically witness people restored back to life…. and our world where medical technology is significantly more advanced than in the ancient world.
When reading these so-called “miracle stories,” it’s also critical to remember that, in the ancient world, it was a common belief that illness and disability came as a result of sin. And therefore, those who were sick or disabled were outcasts in society.
If we’re not careful with the miracle stories, we can inadvertently adopt ancient beliefs about illness and disability… or oversimplify what we mean by healing and prayer.
Like when a well-meaning Christian says to someone in the hospital: “I’m praying only for a complete recovery” which insinuates that anything less than a complete recovery would reflect God’s judgment.
And so, while the miracle stories we heard last weekend, and also this weekend, are something to celebrate and bear witness to in our lives of faith, I think we can and must also face the hard theological questions that they stir up. Like:
· How should we apply these miracle stories to our world today where we have a very different understanding of disability and illness?
And
· What does it mean when some of us do not experience the healings that we desire and faithfully pray for?
These healing stories call us to look beyond the ‘spectacle’ healings of the ancient world and to consider:
What the miracle stories tell us about God’s healing presence, in and among a suffering community, even today.
Healing today doesn’t necessarily unfold like the spectacles that we read about in the gospels; often healing is quieter, more spiritual, and yet always in faithful community.
And, in our faith tradition, healing repeatedly returns to the table.
Where we gather to break bread… and give thanks.
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Since I’m on vacation this week, I vowed not to spend a lot of time researching gospel passages and writing an academic sermon. I purposefully did not go down the rabbit hole of our gospel for today, and the continuing healings and miracles… and the wild complexity of what it meant when Jesus told his disciples: “See, I am sending you out like sheep into the midst of wolves;”
Instead, I gave myself permission to take a deep breath… to acknowledge the complexity of Jesus’ healing stories, and to instead write a summer vacation sermon.
That’s right, a summer vacation sermon.
And there it was Psalm 100. Isn’t Psalm 100 a perfect vacation Scripture?
The joy.
The gladness.
The singing.
A perfect description of Sitka as I have experienced it with my family this week: Joy, Gladness, Singing.
In our opening hymn for today, “All People That on Earth Do Dwell,” we sang a version of Psalm 100 that captures a deep and abiding sense of gratitude to God.
This Psalm and hymn felt like the permission I needed—and maybe all of you need it, too—to take a deep breath in summer—and simply be joyful and give thanks.
Thanksgiving. Eucharist.
These words are interchangeable.
Eucharist. That’s what we call our meal at the table, and Eucharist comes from the Greek word which literally translates as “thanksgiving.”
Thanksgiving. That’s what we do at this table in the sanctuary, and the tables of our lives.
We bring our whole selves—the parts that have been already healed, and the parts of our selves still in need of healing—and we break bread and give thanks in community.
Always in community.
Jesus shows us, again and again in the gospels, that Thanksgiving doesn’t happen when we break apart into separate groups, but when we come together—a whole ragtag bunch—and insist on a bold and inclusive Way-of-Love community.
A Love that sits at table with tax collectors and sinners and anybody else that wanders in in need of healing.
This week, during my time away from home and work, I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about the tables of our lives…
Tables that hold our best moments and worst, our joys and our sorrows.
These tables hold it all—and I don’t think it’s any accident that in our faith tradition, we come to a shared community table to give thanks to God.
I’d like to close with a beautiful poem, written by former U.S. poet laureate, Joy Harjo. Her poem about tables… and all they hold.
PERHAPS THE WORLD ENDS HERE, by Joy Harjo[1]
The world begins at a kitchen table. No matter what, we must eat to live.
The gifts of earth are brought and prepared, set on the table. So it has been since creation, and it will go on.
We chase chickens or dogs away from it. Babies teethe at the corners. They scrape their knees under it.
It is here that children are given instructions on what it means to be human. We make men at it, we make women.
At this table we gossip, recall enemies and the ghosts of lovers.
Our dreams drink coffee with us as they put their arms around our children. They laugh with us at our poor falling-down selves and as we put ourselves back together once again at the table.
This table has been a house in the rain, an umbrella in the sun.
Wars have begun and ended at this table. It is a place to hide in the shadow of terror. A place to celebrate the terrible victory.
We have given birth on this table, and have prepared our parents for burial here.
At this table we sing with joy, with sorrow. We pray of suffering and remorse. We give thanks.
Perhaps the world will end at the kitchen table, while we are laughing and crying, eating of the last sweet bite.
Thank you for welcoming me to your wild and beautiful community—and welcoming me to this table, that connects us mysteriously, across time and space.
This table that restores us, in community, again and again and again.
A miracle to behold. Amen.
[1] https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/49622/perhaps-the-world-ends-here